DAMN RESULT !!!!!!!!!

Malas lahh aku mau berselindung tentang result ku ..

biar smua org taw yg aku ni BODOH !!

aku cuma dapat 7 kredit saja ? SHIT!!

aku dapat 2A saja ? DAMN!!

aku ada G ? FUCK!!!

bodoh kan?

nah..

aku dapat 2A, 4B, 1C, 1D, 1G..AWFUL!!!

aku ni mmg ustaza bh,,ngam la pa urg pggil..knak dgn result ku..

bm aku dpt A-..AGAMA aku dpt A ,.,

then, aku dpt B+ subjek maths, sejarah, ict, & BI..

C+ aku adalah kimia..

D aku physics..

& finally aku dpt G subjek addmaths !! 

malang betul aku bha..

aku benci bha G tuh..adui..

& satu g bkin aku upset ..

BI ku dpt B+ ja ??

aku struggle bh utk ko ..tp ni blsn'y..sial tul BI ne, betray me plak..

lau lam ujian salu plak dpt A..tp spm dpt B ja..

bkn men begegar aku tym ambil result..

org ptama aku gtaw mstila my cinta..hehe..

my dad dpt taw pun dia kata ok result aku..siap congrats lagi..

my sis pun sma..byk tul pujian'y..tanx sis..

tp my bro plak sgt upset..apa ndak lau adk ipar dia excel..dpa 5A 4B..WOW!!

tp, xpala..ni ja yg aku mmpu..sorry ..:((

mnyesal jgk aku fed up dgn addmaths..

tgk btl2 dpt G bkn men kaciwa thap nenek gorila suda..

bkin slack bha dgn result ku ..

adui..G mmg shit !!

damn motherfucker bulshit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bgs mati bh..jahanam !!!!!

xtaw apa ja la dajjal yg aku pkir time dkat2 spm..pkir atiku ja yg shit pukimakk !!!

otak ku, msa dpn ndak d pkir...kimbet bh !!!!

mnyesal pun xda guna ..fuck u lahh !!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEDIH + BINGUNG ! !

Aku hairan bha dengan perangai'y ne ...

kemarin satu hari dia tiada msg aku ..dia tunggu aku yg msg dia ..

baru tadi dia marah aku sab maki dia dalam komen di link ku ..

aku tau aku salah sebab maki dia ..

aku marah bha time tuh sebab dia tiada msg aku kemarin ...

tapi patut ka dia terus cakap dengan aku mulai skg wat hal masing2 ..

supaya aku bahagia knuk ...

aku x bahagia bh lau g2 !!

besar betul ka salah ku ??

aku minta maaf bha tapi jgn smpai wat mcm ni ..

memang la kau menang kan dlm hal gnie,.,siap ckp awas ja knuk..

apa erti'y tuh ? oke ..ko menang !!

baru ko kata lagi aku perfect segala..

ko post di blog mu aku suka pmpuan balik ..lesbian balik ?

tiada bh org smpurna..aku xtaw npa ko boleh ckp smua tuh ..

aku lesbian ? lau aq balik mcm tuh..tidak la aku cinta ko berabis bha skg ..

AKU YANG TIDAK SEMPURNA !!!!

taw la kn bekas LESBIAN ...

mengaku la aku ..

byk sudah dosa aku wat ..

sedar juga aku spa la maw dgn aku mcm ni ..

muka pun xda org pndang..

bks les g ..

ko tuh petik ja jari smua cwek2 dtg ..

jadi aku ni senang2 ja d ksi brek, dbuang ...

kira spare la kn ..

Adui, aku betul2 xmo gduh bha..

lau aq mrh2 ko lam msg ko kata xmo gduh ..

tapi skg ko pulak yg bawa aku gduh ..

aku minta maaf la bha ...

aku sayang bha ko ..

ko sedar ka smua tuh ?

jan dulu ko pkir dirimu, pikir aku dulu bha ...

aku mau ko peduli dgn aku..kisah dgn aku ..

sudah la..x pyhla la ta gduh ..lupakan la tadi tuh ..

kita kembali mcm biasa..

memang aku lemah..sgt2 lemah..

kalau hal2 gduh ne ko memang menang,,

aku x b'daya..sebab aku tlmapu syg ko..takut khilangan ko ..

tapi, kalau ko tggalkn aku..

1 ja aku mintak..jgn ada penyesalan ..

aku harap 1 hari nanti ko sedar juga cinta ku dgn ko ..

aku sayang ko bha..

:((

choc , bff & parasit !!

WOW ! hepy gler aku bila dapat coklat besar dari kazen aku c yong ..

tanx yaa..cadbury lagi tuh ..hee..

DAMN ! aku suka sangat makan coklat..ngee~~

gonna enjoy it lahh ..huhu ..

& satu lagi aku hepy ..

my BFF lucie yg tersayang sudah balik dari PLKN ..

dapat lagi bejoya2...huhu

misss her so fuckin much bh ..

but, there's another thing start bothering me now ..

bahu aku & lengan aku sebelah kanan mcm knak ggit 1 batalion semut oww !!

S H I T ! ! ! ! !

b'biji2 bha ..byk lagi tuh,,then gatal lagi ..

xtaw napa bha..tiba2 ja ada lepas balik dr kmpung ..

1st pulakk ada cmni ..

pliz god, make it disappear !

hope tidak melarat lahh ..

kulit aku yg cantik ne nanti jadi buruk pulak ..heee

now, aku cuma menahan ja dari menggaru2 ne ..

hadoii ..lau dapat menggaru bukan main sodap tapi tahan ja nanti tambah terok ..

pity my skin bha ..

O,o ..

p/s : i love my boo n hello kitty ..hehehe

WHAT A BITCH !

i'm surprised acttually ..

ada juga rupanya orang tidak tahu malu ni kan..

aku betul hairan tahap gila babi sudah ni..

my entire life, aku tidak pernah ganggu hubungan orang..

pandai jugak aku malu wey !

tapi aku hairan dgn 1 orang pmpuan ne..

mgkin deserve panggil BITCH la kan ?

selalu betul sms aku yg bukan2 sal hubby ku ..

ckp knuk dorg bjumpa la..d'ayat knuk dia la..

hey bitch, 4 ur information, i'm like 24hours ja sma2 dgn bf aku..

B O D O H ! ! 

u should be ashame lahh..serius ni..

mau tau pa alasan'y text2 aku bgitu ?

dia kata tiada guna kunuk aku dgn lelaki tiada urusan..

so what the heck ?!

aku bha jugak, bkn ko bha..

hadui..pliz stop it !

yg ko trip care dgn aku kenapa ?

ada cina mati kalik..

i'd rather die than ruins sum1 else life ..

but in ur case, diz is seriously FUCK OFF !

DAMN STOP DISTURBING MY LIFE MOTHER FUCKER !!!!

CONFUSED =,=

Aku hairan bha..sangat2 hairan..

stiap kali aku post di wall'y jiwang ja..

alah i love u ja bha ...

mesti dia p remove itu post..

aik, apa bha salah ku ni ?

bejiwang pun x ble ka ?

why i can't let the world know that i'm madly in luv wif u ?

aku bukan peduli pa org kata..

yang penting aku sayang ko..

aku tidak mntak lebi juga dari ko,,

aku mintak cinta mu yang setia ja,...

yala..remove la semua post ku yang jiwang wall mu ya..

as long as u happy ...

aku mngaku aku suka bila kau post jiwang2 kat wall ku ..

sab aku mau org taw yg aku ni ko yg punya n ko tuh milik ku ...

tapi, lau ko tidak mau aku post pa2 kat wall mu,

xpala..aku faham ...

n aku x jugak post benda bodoh ka, jiwang ka d wall ku ...

aku tau ko marah sal pa yg aku post kat wall ku

i donnoe why but im sorry ...

mungkin sebab itu la juga ko xda sms aku kan 1 ari ne ..

aish, rindu bha aku dgn ko biar 1 ari x sms..

tp, ni pun xpa jg la..ni pun aku faham ..

i'm done fighting..mls mau gduh sal pkara kcik ..

aku syg ko bha..aku cinta ko...

sangat2 ...!!

aish..aku xtaw la mau ckp cmna bha...

it's ok la...xpa...

bha...miss u ..:((

drooling :p

aku tersangat2 la ketagih dengan kfc pocketful bandito ke apa nama'y tuh ..
yg pnting ada pocket2 lahh ..antamm ..! huhu..
beliur saya kalau ingat itu ow ,,.yang penting saya maw lagi dowh !!!!!!
my bff gurly , bila ta bejalan ni beli itu pocket..gian aku ingat itu barang ..huhu
esok kami enjoy lagi ..mandi2 ..
lum g baik muka itam tebakar ne naw tambah lagi ..tp xpa..yg pnting enjoy !

hm..mum..boleh ka kita buat mac's n cheese ..
betul2 uda saya mau makan makaroni yg mum salu wat tuh ..sdap pai jilat bbir dowh..huhu...
pliz mumy ..hmm, yummy ,,,
napa saya maw makan ja ne..aduii...

n one thing i'm drooling about ..ngeee...
drooling 2 meet my boo lahh ,aww !..huhu, gete !
sarangahaeyo yeobo, jeongmal saranghae ...!!

few moments ago , i saw his blog ..n seems like he's mad after something..
1st i just can't get it..but now i know it ..
why u owez get angry if something i post through my wall ? it is not like what u think..
i just said that ..nothing related 2 u ..same like when i post anything through my blog ..
even the romantic words came out from my heart, but to who ? it's to u dear..not 4 sum1 else ..but u still mad ? what the hell ?!

oke, enough is enough..i dun wanna start a fight n i'm begging on u to do the same..
it's ridiculous to fight 4 a small fuckin problem right ?
so, i'm sorry if anything i said makes u feel hurt ..
but the most important is,..
i love u so much ..i didn't mean to make u hurt silently ..

u know what ? the way u said when u were mad killing me inside ..
dun u have sense of caring of other's feelin ?
i know maybe 2 u i'd make mistake but doen't means i do it on purpose ..
when u said all those things, have u think of me ? or just urself ?
i know that i'm WEAK ..can't do anything if we're on fight ?
i admit it is true ..but what goes around will comes around ...
but never mind ..diz is not once ...:((
feelin' like crying..aish..:(((

no matter lahh !! mls mau pikir ..
yang penting aku sayang kau !!!         


T__T.......

FREAK !!

Hari ni aku nak share kat korg pasal tabiat aku yg kira pelik ni ...
4 ur information .. i'm madly in love with DISHWASHING  ..
no matter la yg paste or liquid ...

gara2 aku suka juga la smpai aku gila mau cuci piring .. padahal pemalas dowh ! :p
n aku punya kbiasaan, abis ja cuci tangan or cuci piring dengan dishwashing tuh aku mesti hidu bau tangan aku ..i like the aroma..haha...


Dulu, to be truth.. aku pernah bwak mandi dishwashing liquid tuh..buduh !!!
i make it like my shower gel ..what an idiot !
tapi, syiuk juga  bha mandi guna itu ..hahahaha
but only once ok..just try it ..testing if its gentle to da skin..LOL..
until skrg aku gila dgn prkara ni..freaking beauty i guess,,hahaha..


2nd, aku suka main rmbut aku ...
aku suka cabut rmbut aku ..
smpai la aku botak ..hahaha
sekarang lau org nmpak ja rmbut ku yg mcm landak ni .. mesti org tnya npa lehh jadi gitu..nah..gara2 aku suka cabut la..haha..
tp, yg pling aku benci lau org tuh trip tnya pdahal sudah taw dgn tabiat ku tuh..
just admit i'm pretty than u hunn..dun be so damn hipocrit !
tapi yg best skg ..
i dun have to play wif my hair anymore ..
cuz my boo take charge of it..haha...he like playin' wif my hair..so do i !!
like it so much when he start doing that ..huhu
tapi lau uda dduk2 bosan smbil tgk tv..mula laa tgn ku melarat p rmbut m'cabut2..
hadui..tggu botak kalik baru b'henti ..haha..

p/s : miss my boo so much !!!
         hope u miss me too ..

bla..bla..blaaa....

sakit betul bibir aku ni skrg ..ada ulcer bha.. mnahan ja.. hard 2 speak n brushing my teeth ..maybe need some healer from my hubby i guess ( kisses ) gete !! ngeee ...
then , my ass damn hurt too..maw duduk pun susah..adoi ...WTH !




aku maw jumpa bha dgn sweetypie of mine ..  leng , miss u bha .. heeee ..

once again i lose my apetite ..dunnoe why but diz is something .. (sigh)
now, aku bangun awal da.. x macam dulu ..jam7 uda bangun ..yeaahh !!

Like usual , i've owez liked pink .. tapi tiba2 jak aku suka dengan hello kitty .. sangat2 lagi tuh ,. like childish kan .. ? tapi comel bha .. mang ngam dengan pink ...

aku suka  polka dots .. like the pattern ...so much ...

and aku sangat2 suka cupcakes !! love the decoration , the taste , smua lahh !!

neh smua benda yang baru ja aku suka .. heheee ...
n forever gonna like it !
 

LOVE LOVE LOVE

it is quiet fun hanging wif my husband..from the early morning..
around  10a.m i guess,,we hve our date at his friend's house along wif his only friend..
when we are together, feels like we're oredy married..huhu..cuz we owez together..
eat togerther , hang out n sort of..
kinda funny when i lose one of my earring, he told me to stay away while he's lookin' 4 my earring.. he search all the place...too pity but i just left him searching..hee..
wanna see him cares bout me..like it ! 

i just love the way u kiss my head..feels like i'm still a baby..huhu..
n u keep playin wif my hair..i know a hve a terrible fuckin hair..huhuhu..
still, i've owez like anything u do to me..anything i repeated ! even the awful, sad n fuckiest thing u hve done to me..
those thing makes me learnt how to know u better..whenever i take caution on ur damn behavior, but still i keep fallin to u..love makes me blind n owez depending on u..
i can't help it..that is crazy !! u make me more addictive..GOSH !
as usual, u left me ur smushy lil creamypie jacket..hehehe..


haha, so funny when i went downstairs in the middle of midnight...as i went outside home, my mom start screaming asking why i went outside, she thought i was sleepwalking..no lah mum..i just get my honeybee jacket that i left outside,,
i do that cuz i dun want my mum realise i bring home his jacket that evening..well, actually she donno i was wif him..im sort of lying ! sory mum..
i'm not ready havin' a commitment to introduce my darl..
but u know him right ? i hve told u once..4 a very first time i told u about the men i love..
perhaps im mad cuz oredy luv sum1 with all my heart in age of 18..
i know u want me to continue my study n i'll do it mum..
dun wury..i will..


what if my sweetypie n me get separated ? well, studying will not be here..
it will gonna far away..i dun wanna lose u..i'm fuckin dread about ur loyalty..?
can u be trusted ? even we're still together at here, u owez cheat  long time ago..remember ?!
after 2years together, now is the time i can see ur loyalty,honest n luv 2 me..
i can feel it..thanks dear...

still remember after the moment n u said 2 me "dun dare to leave me huh"
kinda funny cuz i never leave u baby..ur the one who owez done that !
u've got really high self ego .. even me lose that battle..
but i know u..so fuckin better,,heeeee...

 p/s : i love you ...

DAMN HAPPY !!

Aq, gurl, cidok & ontet p tamoi mandi2 tadi pagi..syiok giler !!
even just the 4 of us, but we made the day so happy !!
swimming, diving, snaping, eating .. n more lahh !!
balik2 kami lompat2 ja..best bha...sempat g mnari2..ktwa ja keja kami..
berpun pnas kami mandi ja..finally i can swim,,but just a lil bit actually..huhu
byk pic kmi ambik..kat hp ku skit ja..pat cam c cidok la bykk..lucu g pic kmi ..huhu..
we arrived at 10a.m..then kmi pulang at 2p.m..
sgt2 exhausted n muka kmi smua tebakar..apalagi aku..sgt2 itam suda !!
but we dun care la..just wanna hve fun bha..
after swimming, kmi p mkn..at noodle's house..we're fuckin hungry !!
then, we went home n take a rest,...
4 sure we'll come back n go swimming again..yahooo!!!


time aq uda rehat kat uma n tido2..my phone ring, cidok rupa'y..
she told me that he wanna see me ,so dia suru cidok yg ambil..
aq ne ok ja...bsiap la..even i'm so fuckin exhausted, i just go cuz i really wanna meet him so freakin bad !!
it's lil bit funny cuz when i meet him, he owez smile..but i pretending like donno n seriously in face..huhuhu...
he asked me how about our relationship, he really want me back he said..
so, i said YES..i want him back too..
it is quiet exciting hanging out wif him even wif his friend..
finally, i can hug him...hug his back..i'm so damn miss him actually !!
its been a long time we dun hve a date..
dear, thanks 4 the kiss at my head..really appreciate that,..huhuhu...
my gosh !!!!!!! i love him bha .......im fallin'...


happy aq dpt dgn dia balik..ko syg la aq mcm mna aq syg dgn ko ya...
rindu maw bemanja2 ma ko..hehe..
i'm done fighting bout that bitch ! now, it is only about us..
lau ikut ati maw ja aq tukar nmbor tapi smua lam borang aq isi the number i used right now..


p/s : i luv u so much !! miss u oredy :(

kinda happy ^^

i'am kinda happy today...after waitin' n keep waitin'..
he finally textin' me .. what a surprised huh ! giggle ..
He asking me 4 a meet, bila2 aq free.. FINALLY ! inila yg aq tggu bha  !!
n i told him i will be free by tomorrow evening, i can't wait ! hope everything gonna be ok!
n he told me that he missed me .. (aq pun sma bha)


what a BITCH that girl are .. i had told her that my relationship wif him was over,  tp npa mw jgk sms aq sal dia..shit !! she told me that she had been asked by him 4 a meet..
trip prasan bh !! babi tul !! i ask him, n make he swear .. n he did !!
so, i trust him tp bkn ko pmpuan gatal !!!
tba2, aq engt kta2 c perak.."mcm ko x knl pmpuan tuh"..
now i remember .. she owez lied 2 me..bodoh tuh pmpuan..gra2 kw kmi brek sial !!


for the third time, he asked me 2 back together again..
but i told him if he really want me back, he should tell me vis a vis..not by textin only..
n he agreed..yess !! hehe..hepy giler !!


aku hairan dgn prangai'y skg..slalu'y time kpel, lw kmi bmsg xda cter uda ckp "owh"
"bha2" "yala" .. n klu kmi sua ckp that words, automaticly we will stop textin' ..
tapi tadi , asal aq ckp ja prkataan tuh mst dia kta "npa,bz?" "npa,gnggu?" "npa,xmo msg ma aq da?"
lil bit surprised but its a gud thing actually ..like that !
what a quiet gud changing of course..^^
we textin until 1a.m...heheee..


tomorrow gonna be super exciting..my friends n i will go swimming at TAMOI..
best'y tuh..aq, gurl, ontet, cidok n ika ..
will snap da picture of us,,just wait !!


hope the coming days give smile 2 my face,,can't stand the sadness anymore,,
i just wanna be wif him that's all..hope we'll be together like before..
i just love u syg ...

tired ft hepy day !!

kmarin aq jln dgn kwn2 ku..dgn cidok n lina ..sebab kami maw check blood group kmi..
pnya la lucu, balik2 malu ja kami, ada ja sesuatu yg wat kmi mlu dpn urg, taw la kn sua mningkat dewasa ne, trip jadi kakak2 pdhl prngai msh budak2..hahaha
kmu ah, jaat ma aq..blek2 aq ja yg b'crita..dorg m'dgr ja..u know me, slutty big mouth..huhu..hell no !! besa2 ja bh..cehh..
byk tmpat kmi p,..
1st, kat hospital..d sni kmi hmpir x dlyn ..bktawa ja kmi bh..
2nd, kat farmasi..ini la bkin mlu..smngat bh aq ma lina p tnya ma cek darah..kata kakak2 tuh ada,rm1 ja..nah, laju bh plak kmi..
skali p tnya, balik dia btul kn kmi cek kumpulan darah (keep repeating saying that)
mcm kmi ne bodo..salah tnya ja pun cek darah..yala, cek kump darah la !! :))
pastu kmi p klinik pun xda..
last p makmal clinipath..baru ada !!
sakit jgk ehh kna ccuk jari tuh..
n my type of blood is O-POSITIVE..ikut dgn mum sy plak..engtkn ikut bpak..
i didn't expect that actually, come after my mum..they also suprised bha..huhu...
cidok n lina group A..hee..

after that, we decide to go for lunch, dr pg xda mkn..hungry !!
we eat fries wif cheese, chicken wing wif cheese n chocolate waffle..yummy !!
we ate at BOBO TEA .. n snap-snap !!

then, lina mw pulg awl so kmi antar la..tggl aq n cidok ja..jln2..pastu p ambek popot !!
kmi p tapekong n taking some snap huhu ..
kmi jalan2..aq ma popot ada jgk bawk keta..cidok ajar...
finally i driving on crowded situation, huhukk..


tym jln..ada jgk tnmpk dgn dia byk kli lagi tuh..my heart beats so fast, maybe i really miss him..does he miss me ?? hmm !!


kmi blek jam 5 lebi..oke laa..kn ? huhu..
my next task, waitin 4 my cupcakes at 8 o'clock ..waitin' till fall asleep ..zz
finally, my cupcakes coming !! like that !! so cute..n yummy too..


sory guys, i really want upload some pic we're snap n pic of my sweet cupcakes at my blog but diz shit mozilla need some fuckin debug !!
but dun wury, i will upload it at my fb..will tag on u guys !!


that's all 4 my damn blog !! wanna chaw !! adios !!


p/s : i miss you ...

 

blog baru lae bha !!

ish..geram tul blog aq yg satu tuh wat hal..tpksa wat blog bru..tanx 2 my sweety baby'darling valentine..lw x, cm pa ja blog sy tuh..kwn2, tolong follow k..hehe..

hmm ! aq dgr dia sudah ada gf bru..bru dia msg g dgn ex'y muah2 knuk..

cepat'y bha !! mang law llaki ne, snang ja melupa..aq d sni msh single bebabi ja.......

baru ja ko add aq d'fb, skali aq suda approve..ko remove lagi aq blek !
apa baini ? law xmo uda pa2, xpyah la add g !!
msh bh aq syg kau bodoh !!!! babi bh..aduii...bkin tekanan..

makin ari makin pemalas bh aq..on9 pai pagi, bgn esok'y jam1..pmpuan hapalah !

esok mw bgn awl la suda spya mumy x bebel oke ...

tadik sy p tindik lagi telinga sy utk yg ketiga kali'y..sbelah kiri ja ne yg trip byk..huhu..

nnt mw tmbh g..tp sakit bha pulakk lau d telinga..bgs g ari tuh aq wat kat bbir, byk kali lg..x sakit pun..:)

dear, day by day i miss u..waiting 4 u,,but i prefer 2 meet u , solve it face 2 face..not by textin' only...to be frank , i still luv u no matter how big ur mistake 2 me..

maybe i get used 2 it, like before..but i dun care,..!

diz heart just 4 u, n only u..ily !!